i am still totally ashamed of thisand its about 20 years later.
when I was eight,I tied a bandage to a light fixture & then lay on ground below the light and wrapped the bandage round my neck. I then waited for my mum to come back from shops, to find me, prentending to have hung myself. in the living room.
fuck knows what I was thinking. i remember thinking everybody would laugh. but they didn't. my mum just went completely joey.
it guts me now even thinking about *shudder*
(when I was eight,I tied a bandage to a light fixture & then lay on ground below the light and wrapped the bandage round my neck. I then waited for my mum to come back from shops, to find me, prentending to have hung myself. in the living room.
fuck knows what I was thinking. i remember thinking everybody would laugh. but they didn't. my mum just went completely joey.
it guts me now even thinking about *shudder*
parsley,
Wed 22 Oct 2003, 19:58,
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