I was 17
This story for me - is embarrassing, regretful, yet its a regret I can live with.

I was 17, and madly fancied another girl in my class, maybe even loved her, everyone knew this was so also. She was stunning. Perfect body, perfect ass, boobs - the lot. She was in the top 10 fittest girls of the school - easily. I had asked her out already, and had been declined. She did the same subjects as me in college, she would sit next to me in class.. everything. It was the perfect teenage crush. Every day was a rush when she was there. It was like a drug, and I couldn’t get enough of it. If she wouldn’t go out with me, at least seeing her every day was good enough. I hated 3pm on Fridays & weekends, and loved Mondays.

The problem was, I simply thought I wasn’t good enough for her. Stereotype Teenager was I, Braces, skinny, broken voice etc. So i never noticed any advance from her.

We were badly behind on our Coursework, so one day she invited me round to her Nans house, as she was minding it whilst she was away. I turned up to what was going to be a group study, cover off a few assignments drink lots of coffee, work until very early morning. We had done it before with 3 or 4 of us. It was quite a good way of getting a few difficult assignments out of the way - together.

Instead - only I turned up, so it was us two - alone. We didn’t do any studying, she cooked me some dinner. We sat and watched Titanic... then went to bed.

Knowing my luck wouldn’t be in, I instantly headed for the couch to get my head down, but was awestruck when she said instead I should head to her nans bed with her.

So (doing little Dances in my head) I picked myself up and walked into the main bedroom with her, then lay down next to her.

Thinking - no BELIEVING that this girl was not interested in me, meant I lay there next to her and didn’t move.. too scared to ruin the moment. For me, things couldn’t get any better than this... in my naive eyes, she didn’t fancy me
so this would be the next best thing I would remember for a long time.

Should I even have mentioned to her that we should even hug/cuddle - may result in her brushing me off and never speaking to me again. To me, this was the best option... to lay there next to her and not speak.... for 9 Hours. But in my Hormone enraged eyes, they were the best 9 hrs of my life.
My face was a kin to an happy excited Dougle from father ted. Confused with the next thing to say.
I had been closer to her than this before. like when we had our photo taken in a photobooth and she sat on my lap giving me a semi... but this was different. It was on a bed for starters... I don’t think I had ever even been near a bed - with a girl before.

I lay there, wide awake for the remainder of the night. I didn’t bother her. Instead I thought of all the ways I could say hello to her, but instantly rubbishing them.

The next morning it took me until the front door closed behind me, for my logical head to start working again. The rest of that day I felt like my heart was broken, such was the regret.

We moved on shortly after that, nothing ever happened between us. But with each day my brain matures, I look back with a little more regret.
(Dan dan dan They tik urh jerbs!!!, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 12:02, 9 replies)

And she didn't do anything either?
You're better off without her.
(Smale is stuffed, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 12:07, closed)

You could at least have had a quick gon on the Nan.

( Dr. Shambolic je suis charlie, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 12:09, closed)

I have a very similar story
Didn't read the signs, was far too naive and wet behind the ears to realise i'd turned up the opportunity to have had sex with what still remains the hottest girl i've ever known.

not that it bothers me. no, not at all.
(TheManWithThePlan cussed your mum on, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 12:44, closed)

On the plus side
If you had've shagged her you probably would've been a disappointment.
(Vigilante Man weeps because you're stupid., Mon 12 Dec 2011, 14:39, closed)

I was just about to add this my post above, funnily enough
It is true – you look back on things like this with regret, not realising that if it had gone the way you think it should have gone you’d still regret it only for different reasons! (i.e, shooting your load after ten seconds and being too embarrassed to face her again)
(TheManWithThePlan cussed your mum on, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 15:07, closed)

Very true.
I can honestly say I've never cum too early - for me it's bang on time. If she's not ready, that's her problem.

But I've yet to do a "Jim".
(Vigilante Man weeps because you're stupid., Mon 12 Dec 2011, 15:26, closed)

me neither
I was just saying
(TheManWithThePlan cussed your mum on, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 15:54, closed)

Mate of mine
had the same problem.
(username failed moderation, Mon 12 Dec 2011, 16:50, closed)

je ne regrette rien
Enjoy your memory for what it is. A time of innocence. Click.
(justin(e), Wed 14 Dec 2011, 16:35, closed)