» Losing Your Virginity

A lifetime of emotional damage.
I had just turned 16 when this hot girl I had been getting friendly with asks me to come over to her house while her parents are away. It was far from the best I've had, but I fell for the girl like a ton of bricks and we where on again off again for the next 3 years. She lead me into thinking that it was going to lead to much more than just b/f-g/f stuff, and when I turned 18 I got an apartment and we where plaining on moving in together then she suddenly comes out that she's going to go marry another guy in the next state that her parents have aranged for her. I told her to fuck off, and I didn't see her for another 2 years. I finialy ran into her again at a resterant in town where she was waitressing, and turned out that she shacked up with the guy for 2 months then called it quits. The worse part is that while I was talking to her I was shaking like a leaf, and when I left I ended up driving off into an empty lot and literaly falling out of my car and throwing up. It's one of those things where I can't have anything to do with her unless I'm the one with her. To this day I can't get into any serious relationship, and it's all become meaningless. Love is a fucking crock of bullshit, and it's all a lie.





P.S. If there are any single ladies interested in a 22/m/Kentucky then drop me a line.
(Fri 4th Mar 2005, 5:59, More)

» Irrational Fears

when i was a young child
i used to think that there was a monster in the closet that only came out at night, and i'd hide under the covers. i thought that it would rip the covers off of me if i didnt feed it, but it would only eat human flesh so in order to satisfy it i'd leave a foot or a hand out from the covers thinking it would probably be happy taking a limb, and would leave the rest of me alone. i went on like this for a long time, every night. foot, other foot, leg, hand, arm, ext. until i figured that i couldnt stop it, and would have to give it my HEAD (dun dun dun). it was only after that long night that with my head out from under the covers that i figured he'd moved away.
(Tue 27th Jan 2004, 22:59, More)

» Impromptu Games You Play

one time on a camping trip
me and a couple of mates got really drunk. being as we had brought along a few swords (just to look bad-ass in the woods, and in case we where attacked by merry men), and some green apples, we decided to play "Drunken Green Apple Sword Ball"
the object of the game is pretty simple, have someone throw a green apple at you, and whack it in half with the sword while avoiding being impaled.
(Wed 31st Mar 2004, 13:46, More)

» Lies Your Parents Told You

once...
my mother and my neice had me convinced that my hair was going grey. it took me about a full month before i finaly relised i wasnt because the men in my family are known for growing old fast and dying young. gaw it freaked me out to the point that i was actualy thought i was seeing greys.
i hate them :P
(Wed 14th Jan 2004, 19:41, More)

» Pet Names

back when we had cats
we always like to see if we could really screw them up by giving them crap names.
it worked once, my mom used to have a cat that had been orphaned, and then raised by a dog. they called it spot. it used to go around trying to bark (merowf), and at one point her husband trained it to ring doorbells so they would know when to let it in, so it would ring peoples door bells and go nosing around their houses.
(Wed 25th Feb 2004, 18:48, More)