That's Life.
Couple of years ago my god daughter died. We knew she was life limited but that didn't make it less painful. Her father seemed to have Fix you by Coldplay as his tune to get him through and seemed to me to be on permanantly when I visited them. A year or so ago we were all staying at a friends house and she put on a cd. When I heard the opening to Fix You time stood still. I suddenly felt empty again and the weekend for me was ruined as all the memories of her illness and death came flooding back. I wish I had switched it off. While the coldplay version is off limits I find this version relaxing: www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwvs_8Q6I6k
After the death I was fine and suddenly nose dived into a very black period, and finished up having some counselling. The song that seemed to sum up my feelings is this one:- www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDnf6j7JDbI Goodness knows how I found it. At the moment I find it difficult to listen to as I'm in a 'good' patch and don't want to be dragged back.
(jvz, Thu 4 Feb 2010, 9:04, Reply)