its new years eve & i'm lonely


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(snailcat, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:06, archived)

me 2
it's nice of you to put that heart ontop of that contemporary table though :P
(The Cosmic Boy Zombie (Formerly Pirate Cat), Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:07, archived)

im with parents hehe
but at 1 am Im going to the biggest party with my friends :D
( Laini, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:09, archived)

me too

( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:10, archived)

i don't care if i'm not doing anything,
as long as i have my vast collection of pornography, nothing can ruin the evening
( stevierar, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:10, archived)

it's only 2pm here
but I think I'm going to take some sleeping pills and wander off to dreamland so I don't have to deal with being awake anymore
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:11, archived)

only reason i'm staying up til watermelon-knows what hour,
is because there's no chance of me getting asleep before 2/3 whatever time i go to bed

thus is the price to pay for not doing anything during the day!

ooh, poetry
( stevierar, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:13, archived)

sleeping pills are good
:)
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:14, archived)

they are
however i forgot to ask for some last time i went to see the doctor = (
( evil pixie, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:20, archived)

they sell over the counter ones here
but if you take too many your legs twitch

or mine do, anyways
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:20, archived)

heh heh
you can get over the counter ones here too of course but they're not much cop. and i get free prescriptions anyway

and my medication makes my muscles twitch - arms, legs, hands and so on. and may also give me epileptic-like fits...
( evil pixie, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:26, archived)

that's no good
I think my legs just twitch anyways. I got a similar effect when I used to drink coffee all the time, where my mind would be falling asleep, but my body would be twitching too much to let it. Very uncomfortable
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:28, archived)

it's called palpitations
I used to have em and my hands shook like I had parkinsons...Too much caffeine, hence why I've staarted drinking less caffeine...
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:31, archived)

kegels?
( M3Essential and The Essentials. LIVE!, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:30, archived)

?

( evil pixie, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:32, archived)

unless your parents come out of nowhere
and catch you...
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:11, archived)

"Oh my god..."
"It's all STUCK TOGETHER!"
( Mystery_Bob, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:11, archived)

i have emmergcy backup supplies,
infact, today, whilst backing up some important folders over the network to my grandads' computer (the same one i frantically tried to stop from accessing fucksocks), i managed to back up a whole load of porn i had misplaced>.<
( stevierar, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:14, archived)

would you mind sending me some?
please?
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:17, archived)

as long as it's
female models...
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:18, archived)

You should try the internet
I've heard there is porn on it somewhere if you look really carefully.

Never been able to find it myself.
( Mystery_Bob, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:19, archived)

half the time though it's
pay per view crap...
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:23, archived)

Well
if that's the type of porn you are into, then who am I to say it's wrong.
( Mystery_Bob, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:27, archived)

i'm all out i'm afraid
/fap fap fap fap fap
( stevierar, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:18, archived)

I can't figure out who to ignore
to get this conversation off my screen
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:20, archived)

stevierar
he created the top most part...
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:20, archived)

yes
but there's parts I want
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:21, archived)

why would you
want to igore it anyway? It's called 'male bonding' issues over common ground.
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:22, archived)

because I dislike it
I hate being treated as an object, which is all you people seem capable of these days
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:24, archived)

whenever anyone says "fwap fwap fwap" these days, i am going to post this...

( Mystery_Bob, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:25, archived)

I love the butterfly
:)
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:26, archived)

Good man

(Icouldsleepforever, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:27, archived)

woo!
i don't feel so lonely now i have that butterfly with me
(snailcat, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:30, archived)

¬_¬?
your female, i guess, and you think of us as using you? No! Quite clearly it's mutual, they get paid we get fun...
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:27, archived)

but then you expect real women to be like that
which is bad for women and for you
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:29, archived)

not really,
i have seen the real world and am not stuck in this computerised world. I have a social life and have had female friends...¬_¬
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:31, archived)

I give up really
I think I really am going to go to sleep
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:33, archived)

i get worried when people feel the need to mension
"some of my friends ARE GIRLS"
( stevierar, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:34, archived)

oh well
there is still TV :D
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:20, archived)

Look out for
"Sinister Pornography Thief" who sneaks through the night stealing porn. He ruins many nights
( The Neville : enjoying 'Splosion Man too much, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:13, archived)

heh same here
what is it? A giant fortune cookie for the new year?
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:10, archived)

I think we all deserve some sympathy...
...since everyone here is on an internet messageboard on Hogmanay.
( Mystery_Bob, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:10, archived)

Hey
what are you saying ?

I was meant to be going out but out of respect for someone else, I chose to deprive the World of Koity specialness.
( koit WWW.HIGHASAKOIT.CO.UK, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:12, archived)

im just waiting for dinner to get ready
( Laini, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:13, archived)

he he
me too :)

but my sympathy to Mystery_Bob on this holiest of Hogmanays!
( freshlegs, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:38, archived)

Yay
me too.

But

I have my hand and he's a nice obliging chap.
( koit WWW.HIGHASAKOIT.CO.UK, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:11, archived)

Would it be crazy
to suggest there should be #b3ta in IRC? Or is there already?
( valley, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:12, archived)

if you want one
make one, but things like that have been tried before, with varying amounts of success
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:13, archived)

Just might be nice
for us sad bastards to have some company tonight is all
( valley, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:14, archived)

we can always talk shit to each other
here on the boards...¬_¬
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:16, archived)

yep

( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:17, archived)

Not
quite the same though :/
( valley, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:18, archived)

well go make an irc channel then
I dont' have irc, not sure who all does
( kitty meow meow, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:23, archived)

erm
not me...
(moose tequila, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:24, archived)

There's one there
on Quakenet, and I'm in it, but nobody else is
( valley, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:33, archived)

I'm in on my own as well
but I have beer...
( King Ralph is drunk, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:15, archived)

me too
sad innit?
(reefus-, Wed 31 Dec 2003, 20:17, archived)