hmm
sounds a little like me, I was a scrawny little runt at school, weighed in at around 8stone soaking wet and wasn't physical at all, but I had an evil tongue sometimes and had a habit of being able to push peoples buttons in a nasty way

Never really got bullied that much, took a couple of beatings and a lot of teasing bacuse of my size and utter lack of taste in music clothes and haircuts etc plus my last name didn't help in the nickname front but can't remember ever handing any beatings out but i was a gobshite in my own opinion, and look back at school with loathing.

Oddly enough met a few people I went to school with over the years (most have drifted away) and none of them seem to have a bad word to say about me after i apologised for being such an odious little shit, so am wondering if you just pick out the selective crap and remember it, whereas you don't click that everyone was going though the same wall of emotions and hormones and trying to come out the other side with a little bit of respect.

I came out of it a shy wee chap, and never really open up to anyone unless i trust them anymore, but apart from the odd time I think I was ok, unlike some of the horror stories you read on here
(Halfy By light alone, Sun 17 May 2009, 8:20, Reply)