Letters they'll never read"Apologies, anger, declarations of love, things you want to say to people, but can't or didn't get the chance to." Suggestion via reducedfatLOLcat.
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rob, Thu 4 Mar 2010, 13:56)
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To my father-in-lawBastard. We've never met, and for your sake, I hope it stays that way.
My question to you is: why did you choose to abuse your daughters? No, I don't want your filthy excuses. I don't care if you were buggered by your imam when you were a lad in Cyprus, I don't care if you were beaten black and blue by your father. You chose to pass this on and get your 'revenge' on those least able to fight back and least able to cope with it. You must have known that you were destroying their lives - or the lives they could have had, you knew you were betraying the deepest trust given to any of us - the care of our children.
I want you to know that this daughter wasn't destroyed, she was damaged and her trust is so fragile that it hurts, and it takes all my power sometimes to keep it in place. But she survived, and she got herself to university and got a good degree and met a man who valued her and cherished her and gave her some hope.
And she became a mother and was a wonderful mother. Our daughter is a wonderful person, a joy to us both - warm, loving, thoughtful, intelligent, beautiful, strong, hard-working, independent. And YOU will never see her. Ever.
I hope you die thinking about the treatment you got in Wormwood Scrubs in the 1970s when 'committing incest' would have resulted in piss in all your food, casual beatings every day, insertions in the showers and 24 hours of hate directed your way by unpleasant people that thought you were beneath them.
When Xena told about you, she saved her little sisters from the same fate, she saved herself and her older sisters from more abuse and her brothers from your violence.
Thirty years you've had to ponder your choices. Have you repented? Do you cry to God to forgive you? Do you wail and beat your chest? Keep trying, because it hasn't worked yet.
I hate you.
Che
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