Morning Swipey and how the very devil are you?
Have a year off from it and live at a slower pace with time for reflection, Read a lot and from that year you'll find something you want to learn.
I'd study guitar making, there's courses all over the world that I'd take but they are all full-time residential and between 1 month and a year long and, unfortunately, I have to earn a living.

Alt: Don't worry, by the time november comes the Easter eggs will be on the shelves.

Ninja edit - As above, why not try a martial arts class? Good for confidence and there's fit guys there that are less likely to be closet gayers. Just sayin' like.
(Captain Placid 24/7 ball gags, brownie mix and clown porn, Sun 12 Aug 2012, 10:40, 1 reply, 12 years ago)

Martial arts..... Interesting
Prob good for self defence as well??
( rachelswipe with a fork, Sun 12 Aug 2012, 10:50, Reply)

and there is a fair chance you
get to punch kids in the head
( Citizen Cavy Admires your passion for conformity, Sun 12 Aug 2012, 10:51, Reply)

I'm probably biased but.....
Having studied three martial arts to a relatively competent level in my 52 years on this planet I'd look for an Aikido class, preferably one that trains hard. It's by no stretch of the imagination a 'quick fix' but it's a devastating martial art if you have to use it 'in the gravest extreme'. I came to it in my early thirties after a decade or so of the more punchy kicky type of MA's and I never looked back.
(Captain Placid 24/7 ball gags, brownie mix and clown porn, Sun 12 Aug 2012, 11:06, Reply)